Mother love

I don't really think I will be blogging this often, but this MV inspired me and I feel like I have to write something about it. I have always been interested in writing about parent-children love simply because I personally think it is the biggest, purest, and strongest love ever exist. This Thai MV "How could you ask?" refers to a situation when someone who literally left you asked if it hurts. The MV illustrated the life of a woman who was married and because of her own family reason she took her mother to eldercare, so that she could have more time taking care of her husband and a daughter. For there's nothing stable in this life, one day she broke up with her husband, and that was when she realized how it feels like to be abandoned and thought about how hard it must be for her mum to be living in the aged care. I love how this mv perfectly conveyed the feeling of the girl who was both hurt from her unsuccessful marriage and regret for what she did to her mum, and how it showed the loneliness of aged people's lives. This is really a must see MV and this whole short story got me thinking that "a mother can always take a good care and raise a few children with love, but a few children might not be able to look after one mother well".

So tell me why

Many questions have been running through my mind in the night like this, the night when I am surrounded by people who should be called friends, but to me they are nothing more than acquaintances, and I don't think I am more than that to them, too. Tell me why I have to live by ignoring all the problems happening to my life! Tell me why I have to act like nothing happen, ignoring the fact that my life is nothing but a mystery! Tell me why all the shits that happen to my family can't be solved! And tell me why I can't seem to see the exit door! It's hard to live shouldering all of these by myself. I wish I could share it all with someone, but it is just sad that I can't even tell mum how much I hate our family's situation and that I can't even tell one of my best friends how big the problem is. Maybe one day, I will have the courage to tell just one person and let that someone help shouldering my problem. Until that time, tell me why I have to live like this.